I Love My Daddy.
The man is nice.
He and the woman came to play with me.
They are talking with the lady.
xxx
They are signing papers.
xxx
They are taking me home.
xxx
They say that they are my Mommy and Daddy.
I like my Mommy and Daddy.
xxx
They bring me to the carnival.
I turned eight today.
"I want to ride the caterpillar train!"
Daddy bends down.
"Are tall enough, kiddo? Because I checked yesterday, and you were the size of your baby brother."
I laugh.
Mommy laughs.
My daddy is funny.
I love my daddy.
xxx
"What's wrong sweetie?"
Mommy is concerned about me.
"My stomach hurts."
"Did you eat anything bad?"
"No."
Mommy checks my forehead.
I throw up.
Mommy screams for daddy as she picks me up.
I'm heavy.
Being twelve means you are fat.
Daddy carries me instead.
My daddy is strong.
I love my daddy.
xxx
"Yes, sir. I'll have her back by nine."
It's the first date.
"Yes sir, I promise."
xxx
We miss the movie.
Ben doesn't mind.
I do.
My daddy is overprotective.
I guess I still love my daddy.
xxx
"THEY NEED ME. FUCKING BASTARDS DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY LOST."
"of course they don't john."
Daddy lost his job.
He pours a drink.
xxx
Dad goes to look for a job.
Dad really goes to look for some bars open in the middle of the day.
I drive home to find Dad passed out on the couch.
Mommy has a job now.
She still loves my dad.
I still lo
ve
my daddy.
xxx
Crash!
Mommy is now on the floor.
Right next to the broken china.
There is a cut on her hand.
Dad pushed her.
Daddy is no longer angry.
I am.
My daddy says he still loves my Mommy.
I still believe him.
Because I trust my daddy.
I love my daddy
xxx
Dad hurt Mommy again.
He is still angry.
My mommy loves my daddy.
xxx
I drive to the library to study for my PSAT.
I drive home.
xxx
Mommy is on the floor, now.
She passed out again.
I bring her to my room and tend her wounds.
I don't like leaving her, but she told me she was working tonight.
I love my mommy.
xxx
I stay home.
Mommy told me to stay in my room.
I'm on the stairs.
Dad has his hands wrapped around my mommy's neck.
Mommy doesn't fight.
"WAKE UP YOU FILTHY WHORE!"
Mommy does
n't
wake
up.
I'm angry.
I hate my dad.
But I
still lo
ve my
daddy.
xxx
I pack everything of value.
I sneak into my car.
I head to Ben's house.
His boyfriend, Mack, welcomes me in.
xxx
I cry.
The police come.
They ask.
I answer.
xxx
Mack asks me if I still love my daddy.
"Yes"
"But he killed your mom."
"My daddy didn't kill her."
"Do you love your dad?"
"No."
"Do you love your daddy?"
"Yes."
A/n: that's a rough draft. I'm experimenting please tell me your opinions in the comments below.
